Who is going to love me down? What happened to all that Love and Happiness Al? & Sorry Carl, I don't want to be no summer rain, summer fling. This ain't no seasonal thing... But wait, the rain tonight is beautiful. I could just Xscape to my spot and sleep in the car as it rains down on me. Oh well, I'm getting all the wrong "rain" offers tonight. If another person tries to get my goodies, not my goodies, I'm just going to become a nun and forget about all this weak in the knees I can hardly speak shit. Jeez us help me so that doesn't have to happen. Um, they say be careful what you ask for so God let me clearly say, DON'T take away my whip appeal or better yet, my sex appeal. I just want you to shower me with more love, more lovers, more options. *wink*
Well, over all today was another good day. I spent a lot of time reflecting on the usual, love or in my case the lack there of. I have been in love a few times in my day. Each lover has been different from the others. Obviously, based on what I'm typing, these loves didn't last. This last one was a bit different though. He actually pulled my card and yup I pulled his. Now it's like a Mexican stand off waiting for some one to make the next move. The next decision. Pull the plug, do not resuscitate, you may use your last lifeline type of stuff. The truth is though, I know how the story ends...
I knew it when I was 15 and twelve years later I know it now.. Read previous blog for a better understanding...
I'm tough and I'd fight but you can't fight for something that's not yours.
Feeling like tonight should be a movie night... Love and Basketball.. Antwone Fischer.. Some loving tear jerking film with a bottle of wine. Hmmmmm
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