:(

Woke up this morning
blood dripping from my eyes
pretending to smile
I walked upside down
Swallowing my pride
Was it good enough for you?
Watching her frown
as she shook
Shivered and cried
....

I'm having a difficult time comprehending the evil of this world. Why are people so horrible? Why are people so down right bad? Where is the empathy? At what point do we forget that we are all humans? Some people were just born devilish, selfish, heartless, and careless. This innate passion to make things better is going to be the death of me. I spend so much time worrying about making things better that I can't even get a good night's sleep. My eyes burn, my head hurts, my heart is weak.. But I'm still a fighter. I will selflessly do what I can for who I can while I can. I've been created to make a difference. Some say that I'm too nice. I greet people who I should over look. No, I'm human. You never know what a simple hello can do for a person. The universe has a way of working for and against you. Your natural self will draw both bad and good. If you are a genuinely good hearted person, you will be surrounded by more good than bad. If you are naturally a selfish bad spirited person, you will be hit with a lot of hardship. I wish more people weren't afraid to give and to just help. No, not only people you know, but people you don't know. Anyway, tonight I'm going to cut this short. My head is all over the place. I can't begin to fathom why anyone would harm a 3year old child. My heart aches for all victims of abuse. Goodnight