Lock Jaw

Too much talking. Too much pseudo-communication. Talking is not enough. There comes a time when you have to take action. If you are not where you want to be in this world or doing the things you want to do, then stop thinking about it and take steps forward. If you are in relationships that aren't going the way you want them to go, if all you find yourself doing is talking, arguing, and complaining, then take steps to do what makes you happy. I've decided along time ago that my happiness is vital. My peace of mind is what will keep me sane while everyone else goes crazy. My contentment cannot be based on some one else's behaviors. I work 2 jobs, I pay my own bills, I find my own shelter, I do my own laundry, I breathe my own oxygen, and I walk on my own two feet. Life goes on. I'm learning to live and laugh. I already have the love part down packed. If you aren't moving forward with me, then you're dead weight and I'm dropping you.
I've decided to take my life back. I have found my place in nature and I'm able to relax. Inhale.... Exhale.... Deep conscious breathing really does help. Although the pain still exists, I no longer feel the need to bash in anyone's skull with a cement block. My anger, my rage is slowly disappearing. Yes, I still hate him but I'm working on that too. I first have to change my perspective. I have to stop feeling victimized. Every second, every minute, and every day is a step toward getting back on track. No more talking about it. My jaw is locked!