Poison..

Singing.. "That girl is poison. Never trust a big butt and a smile. That girl is poison, poison... You'll fall in love and you'll be screaming dreaming poison."
He said I was poison. But he wants the first sip. Unfortunately, he can't have it. I wish I could find a princess for this prince charming. He deserves to be loved. Damn, how crazy is that? My life is a fairy tale of unrequited love. He loves me, I love him, and he loves her. Where is the fucking witch when I need her? Come take my poison and put it in an Apple so that I can give my papa bear a bite.
I'm a maniac maniac for your love.. Speaking of love.. Ha ha.. a recurring topic I suppose. Today, I spent valuable time with an old lover turned new friend. She is beautiful. I touched her hair and I wanted to devour her right there but I didn't. Our newfound friendship is more important and pleasurable than any sexual act. Besides, I already know what she tastes like. Mmm, yummy.. I'm ready to know what her brain is like. Tonight she let me inside her. She shared so much with me that I felt doped up. I was on a natural adrenaline induced high. I so needed that. She helped alleviate some of the Kblissless withdrawal symptoms. Nope not fully recovered. Is it wrong that I pray for papa and mama bear to break up and for me to get with daddy bear? Hell no it's not wrong. LOL! (My sinister laugh) Anyway, he is not my main focus tonight. Beauty is her name and she is who I'm talking about. In life we get second chances. She and I were meant to be friends. We didn't do it right the first time. Wasted time on the wrong kind of loving. Now we have an opportunity to do it right this time around. I welcome the journey. So tonight I leave you with this.. If you are given a second chance, take it and don't make the same mistake. Only an idiot does the same thing over and over again expecting a different result. Goodnight.
Songs of the day
The knowing - the weeknd
Reunited - peaches & herb
Baby I'm ready - levert