"Nothing can dim the light which shines from within."
Hearing the twilight zone theme song playing in the background; I felt crazy for a while now. In my brain crawled millions of tiny ants. My eyes couldn't focus. When I stared at my target, the lens was blurry. I couldn't see clearly, but now BULLSEYE! I see the word "Enlightenment".
I was trying to zoom in on the wrong thing. I was begging for junk food while my body was fighting for nourishment. That didn't matter, the taste was so good. so temporary but so good. so unhealthy, but so. damn. good. 21 days to break a habit. Lies, blasphemy, nonsense. 1 moment, 1 thought, 1 realization to stop the constant banging in my head, the constant banging of my head into a brick wall. One deep inhale, eyes closed, looking deep into my soul followed by one exhale to allow my eyes to open and be amazed at how clearly I can see.
Enlightenment isn't an outside entity that suddenly goes off like a light bulb above your head. Enlightment comes from within. (The attainment of spiritual knowledge or insight, esp. (in Buddhism) that which frees a person from the cycle of rebirth.) I don't want to be born again. I want to live for the very first time. I want to live freely. I want to feel ALIVE. I found my insight that was lost to outsight, out side searching for what was never there because I have it all in here.
PEACE!
