Good Morning.
I have made it to day 4. Yesterday was crazy. I woke up at 5:30am. Me up at 5:30? Omg.. Crazy. So around 7:45, I forced myself back to sleep. It was difficult but I finally fell asleep and woke up at 8:45 to my alarm. My body felt as if I were sleeping really hard and deep. It was a weird uncomfortable feeling but I managed to go back to sleep. Around 9 oclock, I woke up abrubtly, feeling as if I had been sleeping for hours. I layed still for a few hours, while my disoriented body and mind became one. I got up around 11 to make my first juice, strawberry blueberry juice. I had energy. I cleaned my apt, took a shower, and walked to work with Cody. The walked must have drained me because I was instantly dehydrated and HUNGRY. I cheated. I had chicken broth and a corner of salad with grilled chicken. The best damn broth and salad I ever had. I didn't have mind clarity though. I was sluggish and had an inability to focus. I wanted food so badly. I wanted a salad and falafels. I purposely left my money home so that I would end up ordering food. I walked thinking about food. My legs kept feeling like I was about to get a Charlie Horse. I finally made it home. I fed Cody and then I juicer Spinach, Apple, and Cucumber. I could not wait to feel that juice in my body. I sat on my sofa and drank. All of a sudden I felt high. This lasted for 3 minutes. It was crazy. I wasn't light headed but I had this really weird intoxicated feeling. I also felt when it was leaving my body too. That was the best part of the day. Lol.. I had the worst cravings for the rest of the night. It was torture. I angrily went to bed thinking about food.
CRAZY DREAM
There were about 7 of us on a sectional in some one's apartment. 3 guys were on my left smoking. We were all cracking jokes and I made a joke about one guy's thumb size. He became angry and tried to s.assault me. I asked for help but no one seemed to be able to help. I finally mustered up enough strength to get him out. He came back pounding on the door. He also had ppl in the hallway stepping. I wouldn't let him in so he got security to knock. We still didn't let him in. I woke up.
Welcome day 4.
