Share with me your struggle
I promise I won't cry
Share with me your confusion and pain
I promise I won't lie
Share with me your loneliness
I promise I won't leave
Share with me your lack of trust
I promise not to deceive
Tell me your entire story
I promise I will listen
Release it all over to me
I promise you a clear vision
I have taken many moments to reflect. I stand at the edge of the pond and I look down. I look at my reflection and I process it all. I'm not afraid of what I see. I actually love every bit of it. I'm not afraid of what I discover. It's me. All of it is me; an amazing treasure. But, because I agreed to be honest, I will say, at times I'm afraid of what I share with others. What I reflect to others scares the shit out of me. Why? Because I'm not in control. I'm not in control of a person's perspective or perception. This lack of control causes frustration. For me, frustration causes anger. I'm tired of anger. I'm tired of the mind-gripping, chest-tightening, skull-exploding, evil thought provoking, relationship shattering anger that takes over. I'm afraid of fear, I'm afraid of anger, and I'm afraid of others' jacked-up, self-unaware, bruised-ego having perception. Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! But, that's my struggle and that's my journey.
Don't be afraid to fully revisit your past and your present. Don't be afraid to take an inventory of your mental files. Don't be afraid to release them to others. Once you are able to let go of negativity, fear, sadness, and hurt, you will allow there to be room for positivity, love, happiness, and blessings to come into your life.
Good day
